We have been OKTOLIVE-D! ^^
As the time got closer and closer, I was actually pretty nervous. Like what I told Shireen, my 3G partner, the feeling of doing all the technical runs will be different from how it is like when we are doing the actual show on Friday, true enough, even before the show I was feeling weird.
Its not a feeling of fear, more like excitement and anticipation. After a month or so together, after the laughter we shared and the effort that all of us put in, I want to see how our little baby will turn out like. Before the show started, I went to the washroom and met Zeng Yue Li (for those who do not know who she is, she is the host for Jiao Dian aka Focus Point) . She chatted with me asking who are we, where are we from etc, she is really nice ^^
When the show started, all of us were immediately immensely absorbed into our own roles, doing what we should do, I held apple chips in my hands but I did not even have the time to eat it! Thats how dedicated we all are! And so we were handling 3G calls yada yada… and BAM! when it ended for us, I did not even realise 20 minutes have passed! For that moment, I had a sudden realisation how different it is to be a viewer and to be part of the crew.
As a viewer, we just need to sit comfortably and watch the show, but behind the glamour on the stage, there is so much hardwork by a team! I mean, I have all the while knew, but it did not come across as strongly to me, but to be part of the crew, the feeling is irreplaceable.
When finally the countdown to 1 after the SP logo, everyone cheered and clapped and said thank you-s. The feeling of that and seeing all our names on the credits roll is really tear jerking. Even when typing this, the feeling came back and now I felt a little touched all over again. You know, the feeling is this, an example, even if no one cares, even if no one appreciates it, even if we are as small as an ant, the pride that we have for our work is tremendous, it is a feeling that you can’t get with money. For that night, everyone is equal and working towards the same goal – GET THE SHOW OUT NICELY. Thats all we hoped for. Even after the show we endured the rain and hugged equipment and everything else and got back to the office. Some of us were texting Ping too ^^. (Mrs Lam, Ms Nga and Ping came along to show support! All of us were so happy to know that!) And then when our boss came into the office to say that we have all done a good job, I felt touched again. For that night, much tears were held back, but they were tears of happiness and pride
After the show, we went out for fish and co dinner! with Aik Khoon, it was really awesome to get some food down my stomach, the hunger pangs just grew stronger on the way to Novena! ^^ It was when I saw this that I recalled it was Halloween on Friday =.=

Its a pretty scary image eh? o__o It turned out like that with my phone’s flash. XD
So we all sat down and so we started ordering and so we started eating. But when Yan’s Sharkie Freeze came, some of us were shocked by the size, just check out the SIZE. WOAH.
HAHA! the ratio of their size is like 1:2 <– yes I am exaggerating. XD
I ordered Seafood Platter! It is my first time eating it! It tasted fine, just that the Calamari…could be better. XD
*points to below* this tasted awesome!! I have never thought of using Mushrooms for salad, just WHATS WRONG WITH ME SERIOUSLY. u___u.
We even had fun singing a birthday song to Aik Khoon, even though it wasn’t his birthday. XD!
ALL IN ALL, it was an awesome night! ^^ And remember, even if we have times like that:

LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER!! <3
Lights in the studio, darkness of the flight of steps up to the studio, my awesome oktolive! team, my colleagues, the little corner we squeezed in to navigate on our laptops, the 1001 controls on the complicated looking panel, the nice feeling of the aircon, the packet of welfare bag where all the food are, the counting down to the show, the cheers when the show ended, the unique bond that everyone shared in the studio regardless of whether you are at the floor or at the panel, thank you MR PRODUCTION, I have found back the reason why I loved you so much in the past. burning passion shall continue? I guess? Lets hope and look forward ^^
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I am also pretty happy about something, a sneak preview, more details on the other blog soon ^^:

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credits as tagged.
At the Podcast tab, you will see all those that you subscrribed to and their description. As you can see, right now I have only 3, I am looking into increasing this. ^^
And if you do not have the episode yet, you just click on “GET” and you will get to hear it.
This image used to be kinda alien to me, but now its less alien! I finally know how this thing works! 


